I've had an amazing week so far!  Last week ended and I had frustrations that I knew had to be dealt with.  I went to church on Sunday feeling defeated, discouraged and just ready to give in.  Didn't really know how I would handle the decisions I was faced with so the easiest thing for me was to throw in the towel.  What else was I supposed to do?  I sat in church listening to my pastor preach a sermon that normally would have touched my soul but I couldn't concentrate on a word he was saying.  My mind kept drifting back and forth to this situation I had to face.  What was I going to do?... How would I handle the situation?...By the end of the sermon, I had opened my heart to receive whatever God had for me!  I had a break through.  I cried because my soul needed it!  I hadn't cried like that in a long time.  I went home feeling better but through all of that I still felt that I needed answers.  I spent the rest of the afternoon talking with people who might be able to help me make a decision.  I talked, I listened, I contemplated, I did it all...  I made it through the day.
    Days passed and I was some what satisfied with what I had gathered from others.  I still felt something was missing.  Couldn't quite put my finger on it!  God placed an idea on me and I shared it with a friend.  The idea went well with her so we decided to share it with a few others.  In deciding that this idea could really work I started to seek ways to help me birth this new idea.  I searched my library and ran across a book that I bought about two years ago.  After glancing through the book I started to notice this book was the answer I had been searching for.  I had spent most of the week trying to figure out a solution for this problem I was facing.  I had a break through.... One that brought me to my knees (something else I hadn't done in a while).  I just started thanking God for deliverance.  It's amazing how God works.  He shows up and shows out.  Had I not been given this wonderful idea, I would never have picked up this book, nor would I have found a solution to this problem that wouldn't go away.  Now all I need to do is pray that I use the tools that God has given me in the right way and not look back.  But I know my God is an awesome God and he will never fail me. 
   Anita